dont ask me what i have done. i have no clue. don't ask me my plans cause i have no clue. How am i doing this? i have no clue either. i have set myself on a journey my destination .... happiness.
As we speak i am on a plane. where am i go...philadelphia. y? no clue i just had to get out of cali and what popped n my head was philadelphia. how i got the money, great friends...one way ticket to philadelphia. im sorry i didnt tell anyone and just did it. im bein a lil selfish here i no but im trying to find myself again. i have packed one bag and one bag only of clothes wheres the rest of my stuff i gave it away . y? how else was i going to bring it with me it had to go somewhere. sounds insane right but it feels so good and i feel so free.
im nervous, excited and the further i get the more stress disappears. maybe this is exactly what i need. This was ment to happen. Everything in life happens for a reason. we also have two choices with different outcomes. this is the path i decided to go. I only wish i would have hugged everyone in the family before i did and let them all no that im fine and that this is something i truely want to do. im doing it! ha i kind thinking im crazy!
on a plane... time for a beer an sleep threw the flight.
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