Lonely..

"i am miles from where you are, i lay down on the cold ground, i pray that something picks me up, and sets me down in your warm arms..." - snow patrol. set the fire on the third bar

Its been a while since i have wrote in this. What i been up to?nothing. our emails have gotten less. Are arguements have once again begun. I wish they wouldn’t especially since he’s away. My nights have become lonelier, and i find myself sometimes wishing i wake up and he’d be right next to me. He is really needed right now. I wish when he left that things were great but they weren’t, a little afraid of what our future holds when he comes back home. Right now though i just wish he was here me in his arms. No arguing , no anything just us to, me in his arms. but he’s out doing what he has to do and i continue with life some restless n lonely nights, a few tears here in there. Counting down the days i get to see him again.