this past week has sucked. all i have to say that my valentines day was the worst. for one i am alone and two i still haven’t heard from him at all. Well it is now the 17th and i got a phone call from his mother telling me to email him. why cant he email me? i been emailing him for the past 2 weeks is it i keep getting returned mail. back to the way valentines day was, i had decided to sleep threw the day. i wish i had heard from him or had gotten something more wished i heard from him. i got in an arguement with my sister also so i spent the rest crying. Sleep, cry,sleep..that was my valentines day. ya it was horrible, and rereading this i sound bitter so i think i will end this.
THE PICTURE TO THE SIDE IS OF MY TATTOO ON MY PELVIC.. I THOUGHT IT FIT IN WITH MY WHOLE VALENTINES DAY THING.
Its been a while since i have wrote in this. What i been up to?nothing. our emails have gotten less. Are arguements have once again begun. I wish they wouldn’t especially since he’s away. My nights have become lonelier, and i find myself sometimes wishing i wake up and he’d be right next to me. He is really needed right now. I wish when he left that things were great but they weren’t, a little afraid of what our future holds when he comes back home. Right now though i just wish he was here me in his arms. No arguing , no anything just us to, me in his arms. but he’s out doing what he has to do and i continue with life some restless n lonely nights, a few tears here in there. Counting down the days i get to see him again.
