Time for a new Destination!

its 6pm i think its time to leave baltimore! where shall i go next? haha keep posted and u shall see. i am so enjoying this. i am safe everyone i love u all. hugs and kisses to my family.
p.s. yes im eating and sleeping good and all that stuff in case yall wondering.

Baltimore

yes i am in baltimore chillen with the friends out here. i fell asleep in the car ride... this time difference is messing me up and i feel like time is flying by me. ahh i woke up and wow i feel like i just stepped into a movie set. am i dreaming? nope the places look wow amazing to me. the apartment or houses whatever these are are pretty cool too. passed by the Ravens stadium.. some of the tunnels go underwater haha so cool. can u tell i never really left california haha i feel like im in another world.

Atlantic City

i am in atlantic city ladies and gents. stayin at the ramada. sleep time!

sometime at night- hitting the casino lets see how much 20 bucks gets me!

results- $20 = 60  whoo whoo this place is like a mini vegas haha. love it.

Destination Philadelphia

omg i cant believe i am actually here. its 8 am in the morning im starving!!!!!!! waiting for my friend to pick me up.

ten- its bout time she gets here! blah. humm where should i stay?

Where in the world is Carolina San Diego?!

dont ask me what i have done. i have no clue. don't ask me my plans cause i have no clue. How am i doing this? i have no clue either. i have set myself on a journey my destination .... happiness.

As we speak i am on a plane. where am i go...philadelphia. y? no clue i just had to get out of cali and what popped n my head was philadelphia. how i got the money, great friends...one way ticket to philadelphia. im sorry i didnt tell anyone and just did it. im bein a lil selfish here i no but im trying to find myself again. i have packed one bag and one bag only of clothes wheres the rest of my stuff i gave it away . y? how else was i going to bring it with me it had to go somewhere. sounds insane right but it feels so good and i feel so free.

im nervous, excited and the further i get the more stress disappears. maybe this is exactly what i need. This was ment to happen. Everything in life happens for a reason. we also have two choices with different outcomes. this is the path i decided to go. I only wish i would have hugged everyone in the family before i did and let them all no that im fine and that this is something i truely want to do. im doing it! ha i kind thinking im crazy!

on a plane... time for a beer an sleep threw the flight.

My Facebook Status

once upon a time i thought i fell in love but i ended up giving up my life, my goals, my dreams just to be miserable and unhappy. Its time to move on and find myself again.. and that is what i have done.. im chasing my dreams again and being what i havent been in a long time.. happy. TO MY FAMILY AND CLOSE FRIENDS... just no that i am doing fine i am safe and i love each and every single one of u.

NO MORE!

I cant do this anymore. I cant take it anymore. I kind of feel like an insane person i just want to scream at the top of my lungs and cry. Migranes are coming back up and my hair is falling out. I just spend 3 great days at Disneyland with my wonderful amazing sister , my beautiful niece, my handsome nephews and brother. It was great but still have all this drama and stress in the back of my head that wont let me enjoy it. i feel like im crazy and i dont no what to do anymore. i just want to go far far far away. im not trying to run away i just feel like i dont no who i am anymore. im tired of arguing and being unhappy i dont want to feel any of this anymore. i want me back.